Oh, Thanks.

So I found out that when Carmi asked out Bryan for me, she was hoping he would say no. Thanks a bunch Carmi. Really appreciate it. I'm not in a good mood, but being able to talk it out with someone, Cory, has made it so that I'm not on the verge of crying anymore. It's really bugging me about whether or not Bryan has feelings for Carmi and its really making me angry. I don't want to ask them cause I'm afraid of what the reaction will be if I'm wrong and I'm afraid to be right. I don't know what to do but keep to myself and hope it passes away even though in the process my emotions are being stretched to such a limit I'm getting meanish and quieter. I'm losing myself, in a way.