Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Can I Have A Do-Over?

I wish I could go back and just change a few things. For some reason saying that makes me thing of magnets with words on them that you can just change old sentences as you go along. Maybe go back and stop myself before I went out with all those people I only went out with because they asked. Stop Bryan from making fun of me into an everyday lunch ritual. Maybe learn to stick up for myself instead of just letting it all go by me as if I'm okay with it when I'm not. I don't know why I do that, why I don't stick up for myself. It's as if I'm expecting someone else to do it for me and that's not right. The last two days I was getting really annoyed with the whole "fish" and "Tina, you fat lard! come get some dinner!" and I ignored it and gave those people a really poed look and I think they got it, maybe, . . . I hope. Today I was a little lot more like myself and people didn't say as many comments as before. There were some, but what should I expect? Plus, I don't mind if they every-so-often made fun of me its just as much as they do, its annoying. Probably a main thing that bugged me though was that Jon had told me he found it stupid and yet he still does it. He's a hypocrite! And that for some reason unknown really got on my nerves.
Anyways, . . . First track meet tomorrow. I was put on the 4x200, 200, and 4x400. I'm up for it, I think I can do it and I want to! Okay, well I'm going to go cause I have no more to say and I'm not going to just sit here and type spaces. Bye!