Kinda Funny In A Mean Way
Hello. I haven't had anything to say in a while, but today I do. A couple of nights ago we had an award ceremony and the jazz band had to play there. Carm arrived late because she had to change outfits because apparently her mom thought the other she was wearing was too slutty. Carm told me that that was so insulting to her. Now I don't know if I wrote this in here or not, but Carm told me that guys only like me cause of my chest. Hmmmmmm, . . . and thats not insulting? For one, Carm seems to be dressing a little on the less side, with the tank tops, mor elike the one or two that she always wears and how she always rolls her pants up. It's not that bad, but enough to make it seem like shes doing it for attention. For one, the way you dress is something you can alter, but the size of your chest isn't something you can unless or cool with spending thousands of dollars to get your chest cut up and possibly later infected. Ew. So, what I'm saying is, I can't help the size of my chest (which really isnt all that big), but she can help the way she dresses. On top of that, her attitude gets on my nerves. Shes so rude, whenever she sees something she just has to point it out and about almost everyone. "You can tell she's wearing a lot of make up." or "She doesn't listen to rock, why is she using that name." Things like that that don't really matter a whole lot. So what if she's wearing a whole lot of make up, maybe it makes her feel more comfortable about herself, so what if you don't hear her listening to rock, doesn't mean she doesn't like it and plus she may have a different opinion about how much they listen to of it before they're real rock literate. And I know, I'm being rude here too, but I'm not saying it out loud, I'm not saying it to anyone and I'm trying to be nice about it. I try to be nice with everyone I meet because I don't want to offend them and if theres something about them like its evident that they're wearing a whole lot of make up, so what? There are probably tons of things that I do that bug people, or things I wear that people don't agree with, but I don't care.
